Thursday, February 24, 2011

Smoking


I have tried to quit smoking several times over the past five years. Obviously unsuccessful if I am trying to quit once again. usually its not too hard for me to give up initially but then a few weeks or so in I get sick of not being able to smoke when I want (usually when I am anxious). I have decided against using patches (they make me sick), gum (it makes me sick too) or pills (I don't like the idea of the suicidal side effect) so instead I use menthol cough drops, sun flower seeds, and drink lots of water! I quit this last Sunday somewhat on a whim. I had been planning to try again soon but Sunday morning I lit up the last of my pack and said to myself ya know what this is it you are going to quit. I haven't had one since and while I am proud of myself today has been rough with some serious withdrawal symptoms. Lovely bf is going to quit too he is suppose to be not smoking anymore when I pick him up from the airport tomorrow. I think it's very sweet he is going to try to stop too because I don't know that I could stop with another smoker in the house. Wish me luck and patience!

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

3 more days!

So my boyfriend come home in three days! I super can't wait. I think it's the hardest when its so close to when he gets home. All that anticipation ya know. Spending the other week at home with my parents was really nice. The gem show was in town so I got lots of neat stuff there and spent most of my week relaxing and hanging out with my little fur sis dedra and chunky.


I started work last week and I'm not gonna lie I was really nervous! Getting up at 3 to be to work by 4 is scary lol but I actually dont have to much trouble doing it and I like the fact that I am around like 10 and can start my day or take a nap ;)

Monday, February 7, 2011

One less day to go

I know I haven't up dated in a little while so here is a mini update
I'm down to 18 days till boyfriend gets home!!! yay!
I fly to Tucson on Wednesday night for a few days to visit mommy, daddy, and friends.
I come home Monday and get to be stupid girls with S because her bf will be gone for Vday too.
Tomorrow I need to do massive homework and cleaning and other house girlfriend duties
Oh PS got a job at target!!! I start when I get home from Tucson
That is all here are some pictures of my adorable fur babies <333