gone so long

So I realize that I haven't posted anything in months. I have been way too busy. This whole getting married thing kinda puts a hold on anything I would normally be doing...I haven't read a book other than how to be a good wife books from our pre-marital counseling classes in like six months. My car hasn't been washed in about 5. I never have time to blog...or really do anything else for that matter. Working, keeping the house clean, and wedding planning are what my days consist of. I am finally one month out though and keeping my fingers tightly crossed that I will get everything I still need to do done and in a month I can go back to cooking wonderful foods and blogging and dare I say it?? a little me time to relax without having a panic attack because I forgot about something silly I need for the wedding. Well just a brief update for everyone I happen to only be awake right now because sleep evades me. Might try to squeeze in just a bit more before I have to go to work. Here is what my pretty shoes look like =)

Day 15-Photo Challenge

A picture of something I want to do before I die.

Have babies...

okay so not hedgehog babies I want human babies but I thought this was much more sweet than all the real baby pictures I found.

Day 14-Photo Challenge

A picture of someone I could never imagine a day of my life without...

Well I wish I had a picture of my boy with my parents and my sister but since I don't I'll use this one

I love my boy

Day 13-Photo Challenge

A picture of my favorite Band or Artist

Thursday...I pretty much love them

Day 12-Photo Challenge

A picture of something I love

Recently I have been teaching myself to cook and I love it I love cooking and making yummy things. Before all I could do was bake and while I was damn good at it I couldn't cook chicken to save my life! Now I can cook all kinds of cool shit. It's pretty fabulous =)

Day 11-Photo Challenge

A picture of something I hate

yep anxiety and the massive amounts of it I get.

(comic from Nataliedee)

Day 10-Photo Challenge

A picture of the person I do the craziest things with.

Sister deff sister.

Catching up

So I know I my posts have been very sporadic but I have been busy and lazy....Any how I am planning my wedding which is mucho stressful. We have an official date though! November 23, 2011. Going along with family tradition to be married on the 23rd of November it just seemed to work as the perfect date.

I bought my uber expensive dress sigh....but I love it so thats good right?

I have started my garden with pretty flowers and my topsy turvy tomato plant.

I have finished school!!! Yay!! I still need to call and ask if I can take ne

xt semester off. Been cooking a lot. Oh yeah I quit target the job from hell and am looking

for something else with little luck...But I have started to look in restaurants again which isn't what I want to do but I am a waitress and I am damn good at it...well kinda lol ;)

...Oh and this weekend off to Tucson for wedding planning a whole long weekend of it and hopefully a lot of choices will be made!!!

Day 09-Photo Challenge

A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.

I realize that a picture of myself may seem super conceited but I have learned that while others can do their best to help you it is up to you to pull through and be brave when things get rough. You have to believe in yourself and be strong.

Day 08- Photo Challenge

A picture that makes me laugh

Well it's an exploded box of lucky charms all over my shoes and a shopping cart whats not funny about that lol ^_^

Day 07- Photo Challenge

A picture of my most treasured item

Well right now it is definitely my engagement ring that I adore and coincidently my computer is in the background which I would be lost without <3

Day 06- Photo Challenge

A picture of a person you would love to trade places with for a day.

I wanna trade places with my little bear...she has the life...nap, eat, nap, snuggle, nap, get loved, snuggle, make mom give me a body massage, snuggle, eat, nap, cry for no reason so everyone looks at me, nap, make someone else clean my poop.

Day 05- Photo Challenge

A picture of your favorite memory

This was the night I met my future husband and this is the play ground he took me to after I tried to kinda kill someone when I was very intoxicated. It was a good idea the motorcycle really calmed me down ;)

Day 04-Photo Challenge

Day 4- A picture of your night

yep..thats me a glass of wine and a kitty cat....Boyfriend is still at work or should I say fiancee...We got engaged on my birthday a couple of weeks ago ^_^ I am very very excited so I might end up blogging about getting married a lot. Anyway it has taken me forever to put up todays photo because I always get to busy to remember to take a picture of my night but tonight with absolutely nothing to do I remembered ;)

Day 03-Photo Challenge

A picture of the cast from my favorite show...well the cast constantly changes but this will do. ^_^ best show ever I mean how the hell do you not know you are pregnant...and there is always some chick who thought she just had to poop and there comes the baby right out into the potty.

Day 02 -Photo Challenge

A picture of you and the person you have been the closest with longest

This is me and my family Dad, Me, Sister, Mom

I picked this picture because I have known all of them the same amount of time and I couldn't pick just one of them. I am very close to all three of them and in different ways moms well mom she is comforting and knows how to cheer me up and loves me unconditionally. Dad is the silent type but he is always there and he is silly and fun. Then my sister who is my best friend and partner in crime.

Day 1- Photo Challenge

1. I really like to read.
2. My favorite color is green.
3. I almost always wear black t-shirts and blue jeans.
4. I like cats more than dogs but I like to cuddle with puppies.
5. My abilities to randomly fall asleep verge on narcolepsy.
6. I like ugly stuff like my big orange sweater.
7. I love wine.
8. I enjoy video games.
9. Sleep is my favorite activity.
10. Sleeping in the sun is even better.

Stole from sister challenge

Thirty-one day photo challenge

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with ten facts

Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest

Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show

Day 04 - A picture of your night

Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory

Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day

Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item

Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh

Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most

Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the craziest things with

Day 11 - A picture of something you hate

Day 12 - A picture of something you love

Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist

Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without

Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die

Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you

Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently

Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity

Day 19 - A picture and a letter

Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel

Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change

Day 25 - A picture of your day

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member

Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile

Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss

Day 31 - A picture of yourself

blah

I need to start doing some of the blogger stuff that my sister does. Like the lists or thirty days of photos because I get lazy and don't post for a long time. Well update I dyed my blonde hair blackish blue. I have decided I hate my job and not even because it's so early mostly because I think it just doesn't suit me very well. Boyfriend and I have started running every other day which has been really hard but yesterday was the first day I didn't almost throw up when we got done! I got way ahead in my history class and as for français I hate it =P but I did really good on all my assignments last lesson. Tomorrow boyfriend and I are going to a comic book show if I get out of work in time and then that night we are going to a baseball game! Well I guess that is all for now. My birthday is in nine days! yay!

Smoking

I have tried to quit smoking several times over the past five years. Obviously unsuccessful if I am trying to quit once again. usually its not too hard for me to give up initially but then a few weeks or so in I get sick of not being able to smoke when I want (usually when I am anxious). I have decided against using patches (they make me sick), gum (it makes me sick too) or pills (I don't like the idea of the suicidal side effect) so instead I use menthol cough drops, sun flower seeds, and drink lots of water! I quit this last Sunday somewhat on a whim. I had been planning to try again soon but Sunday morning I lit up the last of my pack and said to myself ya know what this is it you are going to quit. I haven't had one since and while I am proud of myself today has been rough with some serious withdrawal symptoms. Lovely bf is going to quit too he is suppose to be not smoking anymore when I pick him up from the airport tomorrow. I think it's very sweet he is going to try to stop too because I don't know that I could stop with another smoker in the house. Wish me luck and patience!